Sunday, November 18, 2007


caught up with some friends over the internet and phone over the past few days. royston's getting som. qibo topped and got soh. pecklim's getting som at least i think. this kinda provoked some thoughts.

i look back at my life and realised that i have been number 2 to others all these while.

student council chairman: no. 2 to students' union president. 4As: no. 2 to those with S papers. venture cord & CCA: no. 2 to President's Scout Award. bmt: no. 2 to platoon best (even if i got platoon best, that'll be no. 2 to the company best). afst: just a few points away from no. 1 (4th on the standings). air force pro term: best trainee, no. 2 to SOH.

but if you choose to look from another angle, i have also been above the rest of the pack all these while.

i don't know which is the safer bet - to be satisfied with what i have, or to be unsatisfied all day long and force myself, albeit somewhat unwillingly, to achieve more.

disturbed you at 6:03 PM