Saturday, November 3, 2007
just finished working on the animation that i've volunteered to do. i sent the work to all stating that "it may look a little too kiddy and if taking out the whole idea of the animation is better, go ahead". in fact, i can't stop hoping that they will just accept the work, because i've spent the past 2 days on this and i'll just crumble internally if the work goes to waste.
there has been rumours that i am the best trainee. i find it strangely symbolic that i heard the rumours at somebody's wake. perhaps it's a signal that i don't deserve the award. somehow when i look at people's expression as they pass the rumours, i can feel them seething with anger, crying foul and injustice. even when now it has become clear that i've achieved what i've wanted dearly for the past few months, i don't know if i'll be happy afterall.
disturbed you at 2:39 AM