Thursday, December 6, 2007
i seem to have developed some i-disagree-with-everything-all-you-bastards-are-saying-syndrome lately.
but i don't know whether should I blame myself because sometimes these bastards, some over 20 years of age, are acting with childlike demeanours.
however, in front of them, to maintain a harmonious relationship, i put on a smiley and tell myself that i have not managed to sustain a conversation with anyone in ocs for days and it's about time to change some perspectives, or tolerate some behaviours. do that in case i end up having no friends at all.
sad to say, my entire stint in national service has left me only with only a few people i can talk to but no one i can relate personally to. and even more sadly, nothing to smile about, even after achieving an award.
but I know too that i don't smile much all the time anyway. so to all those people who have made me smile along the way, or have approached me to start conversations and relationships, thank you.
disturbed you at 7:55 PM