Monday, January 21, 2008


it's quite a sad thing that scouting has returned to it's own pathetic self again, or rather, remained in it's less than admirable state ever since i left school.

the poor execution of ASPIRE, a foolish acronym for a phrase that I can't remember, and the seemingly incessant politicking in the headquarters is much to be regretted. The number of fuckers and weeds there, apparently, still remain to shake their legs and act like bloody kings.

but what can these 17 year olds do? they can either flare up to set out to destroy the weeds, or stay mellow and let time heal the pain. the former's gonna land them in even more trouble, while the latter does not earn them anything else either.

what i have learnt from my experience is that many things in this world are not fair. if it was, oh chin yu would not have gotten the award. this bastard needed me to carry his bottles for most of his journeys, walked at 1km/h lagging 300m behind me, and yet, showed little appreciation but and, to the delight of the testers but my dismay, got the prestigious award.

so what do you have to say?

disturbed you at 9:29 AM