Monday, February 25, 2008
recently i think i lost some motivation in maintaining quality in whatever I do day in day out.
i lost the motivation to maintain my fitness.
i lost the motivation to keep abreast of current events in the world.
i lost the motivation to do things efficiently.
Saturday's event was a total screw up. I think it is regrettable that the event was done for the sake of doing it (reason being the workyear was ending, funds was available and the event had to be done anyway). To make things worse, volunteers showed little enthusiasm throughout the entire event. I could understand that the weather was hot, but surely I didn't need some of them to act like miserable weaklings who couldn't withstand the slightest of sunshine. I didn't need them to act like Mr NUS-Computer-Engineering, who was being a complete moron and incurred my wrath.
If you genuinely wish to help the trainees, then let's let them enjoy the event by trying to find the joy out of it ourselves. More importantly, if the event was specially catered for the trainees, facillitate their participation rather than assist them. Else, it defeats the purpose, isn't it?
But at the same time, I know too that i didn't need to utter obscenities, even if it was out of sheer frustration. i need help to control my temper at times.
milestone of the week: 18th February 2008, I passed my driving test the first time I took it!
disturbed you at 10:39 PM