Friday, March 21, 2008
i just want to forget about yesterday night. in a half drunken state, i would have acted differently, either spouted nonsense or became freaking quiet. the barrage of comments and jokes on monday back in the bloody shithole is not welcomed.
despite so, i felt quite proud of myself yesterday. at least I had the decency (even when I wasn't sober at all) to make sure people got home safety, then, totter alone all the way out of the shithole 2.5 km away, get a cab, had the initiative to get a few plastic bags for myself in case i puke. because i told myself to keep on going.
i ain't the most well-liked personlity around. so it wasn't surprising that they didn't have a name for me. but if you can't suggest anything good, shut the fuck up. i would have drank all the way to tell you that I was not joking.
Well, move on.
disturbed you at 9:33 AM