Sunday, March 23, 2008
i think recently i've gone back to old ways again. that kind of reactionary, senseless temperament that was is part of me. I've never really made substantial effort to change it, but for a while in the past few months it has gotten better until recently when work started to pile up and priorities began to switch about, making me confused and frustrated in the process.
i will need to try harder. anger breeds failure, and i know that. people have been telling me that. i don't want to blow my top, or get unnecessarily stressed over the simplest of stuffs again. i don't need to vent my anger by making reactionary comments that can upset people, or those around me.
i don't need to be like darren, mascherano or jeremiah wright. in the battle of words, these people actually lost, when they thought they won.
i've got to put up the barriers quickly to prevent the upsurge of anger. when she's gone, there will be one less person to do the checks and balances (she's gotta do it on her own too, i guess).
i want to be a happier person.
disturbed you at 11:48 PM