Tuesday, April 22, 2008
i am so tired. so tired of all these competition for the top spots out there. so tired, time after time, of being shown the fact that i am only fairly mediocre in a pool of bright young talents.
i want out. i want to be free of all these struggles and eventual disappointments. but i don't want another 4 years of Singapore-flavoured educational struggles and neither do i want to miss out on the best deal out there.
goh chok tong would call me a quitter. but one day when i am older, and i see teenagers losing steam and hope for living at the age of 18, 19 or 20, i will understand and give them a encouraging pat on the back. these are people who rolled out of favour under the system.
disturbed you at 7:40 PM