Friday, June 20, 2008
i might not be in the clearest of minds now but i think i need to capture my thoughts for the last day before they fade away again.
somehow over the past few days i have realised that all these bitchings do nothing to turn the tide, if the 'other way round' is presumably the rightful way to go. while i shan't deny that i am susceptible to such misdemeanours, i now suscribe to the belief that these comments behind people's back do nothing to help stop the rot. if fact, in doing so we're digging deeper into wasteland. so what if he/she has failed to do the job(and that's only in YOUR opinion, if you haven't realised)? does pulling the lower ranks together and criticising him/her over coffee help? he or she is gonna stay here for as long as you stay somehow, so why not endeavour to play the cards according to her needs that pulling away in the opposite direction before an attempt has even been made?
therefore, i must endeavour not to put people down with my words being their back. it is a tough call but i believe that's the way to go if there's can be hope of making things better.
it's getting busy again. i can't imagine myself putting a performance on stage but it appears that i have no choice, since the board requires it. i shan't dwell on the following point but after today i realised that, i have much more to do, much more to understand when people around me are talking sense and logic in econs maths and music while i am still trying to earn my first million @ ladbrokes.com
disturbed you at 5:01 AM