Thursday, September 11, 2008
i guess every single person, whoever they are or whatever they do, craves to create a mark of his own. yet how you turn out to be in life could be the result of a decision made when you were at the crossroads of life. you ask 'is this it, or is this not?', and when no answers are forthcoming you give up thinking altogether and make a plunge into the seemingly bottomless pit.
if you hit the ground and find that you have a ladder to climb, then you realise you'll be climbing that for the rest of your life. if you hit the ground with a trampoline, off you go high up into the skies.
be it the hard way or a ride to success on the speedway, the eventuality remains the same - to be good in a class of your own. it's called an ambition. i admire people who has a grasp of what their ambitions are and toil their way towards them. i envy people who are born with an innate ability that can be shape their life. i feel for people whose only good is to achieve good grades in school, with their development of interpersonal skills hampered by the relentless strivings for grades. these people are pitifully tunnel-visioned. they're in a class of their own, the second class of people behind those who are able to leverage their good grades and social skills to achieve success.
i find that i always have a ladder to climb wherever i go largely because i fall into this class of people. and this really really sucks.
disturbed you at 9:05 PM