Saturday, July 25, 2009
when i blasted those words at my parents i felt like a 21-year-old kid with a severely underdeveloped amygdala, hence the lack of emotional control.
"i can't be fucking wrong all the time!"
but dad and mum, i do really feel so.
since when have you genuinely believed in me?
do you call that concern, or do you call that a lack of belief?
there is plenty that you do not know about me. so please, do not act like you do.
you are upset, but so am i.
i am acting like a kid. what's with 'this kid is so mature' and all those bullshit people were telling me when i was 5?
my heart is cold as steel.
i need some love.
disturbed you at 11:37 PM